Javier Lopez

My name is Javier Lopez Jr. I used to go by Trigga before I gave my life to Jesus Christ. I lived a life of violence, drugs, and gang culture. I survived shootouts, gang fights, stabbings, and gun shot wounds only because God had a bigger plan for my life. I went to prison, something that was prophesied on me while I was 11 years old by one of my older homies. I was tattooing him with a home made tattoo gun and his exact words were, " your going to make a lot of money when you go to prison". I excepted that as my rite of passage. I left 4 daughters out there with my mom and stepdad. But it was for the best, l was out of control and I was no good for them anyway. Don't get me wrong, I loved them with all my heart but the truth was I loved drugs and my gang more. I'm serving a 35yr sentence for agg robbery and l've been gone 7 1/2 yrs. While incarcerated I was homicidal, suicidal, and I had a demonic voice that would follow me. I liked to fight, do drugs, and tattoo. I got G4'd or placed in medium custody 4 months into my incarceration and they sent me to Amarillo, it was there that my step dad gave his life to Jesus. I couldn't believe it on account he was so far gone on a cocaine addiction. Me and that man used to get in fist fights daily, it was definitely a broken home. I called home one day and my mom told me that He said God spoke to him in an audible voice and told him to get rid of the drugs. He quit cold turkey. I didnt believe it, if I'm being honest I was waiting on him to relapse. It's been 5yrs and he is clean to this very day. Jesus worked through that man to reach my mom,my children, and eventually me. Last year I was up to no good and I still had that demon screaming in my ear. I was always aggravated, anti-social and I was addicted to anything I could get my hands on. I was lying to my family and to my kids. They thought the best of me because thats the picture I painted, but in reality I was at my worst. I was done lying to them. I developed this board out of true emotion I was feeling at that time. My spirit was calling on Jesus and I didn't know it. The title of this board is," Please help me" because that's what I now realize my spirit was saying. A month later I fully surrendered to Jesus. I was delivered from my addiction. I was delivered from demonic oppression, and I was delivered from the gangster mentality that had kept me in bondage for so long. In the name of Jesus, I have been walking free ever since. I hope this board is able to save lives and bring people to the realization that we are all in need of a saviour. Romans -10:13 says, "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the lord shall be saved". God bless